Day 85: great.

Yuck. Why do I feel like poo?
Also, I want to get out of my house.
Can I just move? Why does money have to exist? Or why don't I have enough!

Day 84: ARFHfg df

Tomorrow is my last day of spring break and I work all day and the rest of the weekend. Can I get another one please? Or just can we jump to summer? 

I'm not ready to go back. This week was extremely lame.

So ready for a vacation. That's all I want to do. And work out a lot. And cook. And not stress out about school. 

I haven't worked out in two days. I don't like that at all. I'm an addict now. Maybe I should just get fit and become a personal trainer. What everyone else seems to do after getting fit. 

Dude, I turned the heater on and now it's blasting cold air. WTF? 

Someone changed it!!! NO!! 

It's cold out. UGh. get pretty and stop fucking with my allergies, weather! Please! 

Day 83: You know what?!

I'm kind of getting tired of posting every day. Mainly because I don't really ever do anything different, or because I forget and then I always half ass them when I write them.

I'm a little tired of that. I might just write up until 100 and then stop writing daily. I guess only post things when I actually have something to say. Which right now I really don't.

Although I did see 21 jump street. Go see that shit. Or get that movie for me when it comes out because it's funny. And the Vow while you're at it.

Meh. I'm done.

Day 82: I feel like...

...spring break is almost over, but it's only the second day. Why?
Probably because I have been sleeping in so late every day ruining each day. I need to stop this. Why do I do that anyways? It's so gross.
At least tomorrow I have a lot planned so I wont be waking up so late.

Gonna see Act of Valor tomorrow. That movie looks pretty kick ass. Just saying.

Also, I need to eat better. I work out like crazy, but haven't lost a single pound because I over eat everything. POO.

And I'm done.

Day 81: What happened to 80?

I forgot to post yesterday. But is that so bad? I mean, I say the same shit all the time.

On a sad note, The Walking Dead is over for the season. It was a very good season, so much drama and so much death. Loved it. Plus it's a show all about zombies. Who would have thought the comic book made into series would have lasted? I mean there's only so much you can do with zombies. But they manage.

ugh i slept for so long, but so tired.
So glad it's spring break!! Yeah baby, yeah.

Dad, I've called you. Where are you?! Makes me worried.

Day 79: Happy st. patty's day

You know what sucks? Not being able to enjoy st. patricks day. One because it's a drinking holiday and two because I have work at 6 in the morning tomorrow. Do you know how much that sucks? I haven't been able to go to sleep before like 3 so how the heck am I going to survive a 6 hour shift tomorrow?!
I thought working out tonight would make me really tired, but in fact I'm wide awake. That always happens. I should have thought of that.

On the bright side, I got new finger nail polish today. Don't judge my ugly hands, just look at how pretty the color is. It's called "Lets talk." How funny and stupid is that name?

Day 78: First day of spring break

and I have work most of the day. BOO. And I woke up too late to workout. I do not like that.

But that's okay because I have no school this week so I can replace it with a workout. OOH yeah!

So I looked at the weather and it's supposed to storm this week. I kind of hope that it storms like really hard. Not scary, there's going to be a tornado hard, but like a sweet little storm and a lot of rain.
I love storms, and Texas is in need of some spring showers.

UGH i gotta go get ready for work. Can I just skip it and go workout.
Yesterday the store was a mess. I can only imagine what today will look like. GRossss. People are animals.

Day 77: guess what?!

ITS SPRING BREAK!!!

Day 76: banking

Thats it! I'm so done with Skank of America. They've stopped my savings account, so I can't get interest, they charge me stupid fees because of the over draft protection and now they've sent me a new debit card because of suspicious activities. Those suspicious activities are me withdrawing money so I can loan it to people!! UGH. They didn't email to let me know, they didn't call, they just simply sent me a new card, and now my other debit card is deactivated. What if I were on vacation? Or driving and didn't have cash, and needed my effing card but it had  be deactivated? This is bull shit.

Next week, I'm getting a new bank and getting a credit card. This is balls.

Day 75: Why am I so tired?

This morning when I woke up I felt exhausted. I don't know why because I thought that I slept for a good amount, but I guess not. And now that I'm off work, my mind is wide awake, but my body is so exhausted.
So effing weird.

Did I already mention that I'm ready for spring break? Because I am.
Also, I'm bummed out that I didn't get to work out tonight.
AHHH my mind is so scattered brained right now.

I need more excitement in my life. I mean dang. School and work and school and work. thats all I feel like I do. lame. lame. lame.

Day 74: Also

So I finally finished my paper today. It's absolutely horrible and I've learned that I can't spell miracle for the life of me. I still can't spell it and I used it like 4 or  5 times in my paper.

Also, is it weird that I'm sitting in the dark with all the other rooms lit up so these damn bugs will gravitate towards the light? I hate them.

Also, is it bad that I'm already in spring break mode? I'm just so ready. I didn't realize that until today. The only motivation for writing my paper is that after this I wont have to do anything for a week... hmm
probably.

Also, I love jim. Can't get enough of it. Oh yeah.

Also, I need a shower.

Also, I'm done.

Day 73: Tired

Ready for bed.
It's been a long day, that went surprisingly fast.
Weird.

Any how. I'm going to bed. Work and gym kicked my butt today. Not to mention stupid day light savings time!!

Day 72: Library Love

I always love the library. Especially on a rainy day. Something about it makes it nice and easy to work on a project. I was surprised how fast I got it finished. It was nice, but now I'm stuck writing this paper. 

I have to write a paper about how certain motifs, metaphors and similes work well in a certain short story I've read. I'm not good at writing these kinds of papers. In fact I suck. Makes me question if I can even be an English major. 

Oh well. Just gotta do it and get it over with. Too bad I wasn't at the library. That always makes me more motivated to do things. 

Side note: It's day light savings tomorrow. I don't want to lose an hour of sleep! Also, I don't want summer to creep around just yet. Because that means it will be hot and people will wear their summer clothes and I can't because I'm not fit yet. I'm working on it, but still far far away. I know this summer will be uncomfortable, but the gym will be my boyfriend. 

Okay, back to workin on my paper, then sleep. Lovely work in the morning. :/ 

Day 71: Nap.

Why can't I sleep very good anymore? It's like I'm always tossing and turning and waking up in the middle of the night. Why?

Today is my lazy day. I have work later, but as of right now I'm just chilling in my bed, ready to take a nice long nap. There are things I should be working on, but not today.

Yup. Yup. That works for me.

Day 70: look

This was my day:

Wake up.
Make breakfast.
Study a little.
Drive to class.
Walk in rain to get to class.
Take a test.
Listen to a french man talk for 5 minutes while having dentures.
Leave class not very satisfied.
Sit for hours reading for next class.
Talk about Dexter and real serial killers.
Sit in class and talk about 1930s racism.
Eat dinner.
Talk with dad on skype.
Work out for 2 hours.
Get in bed and watch Youtube. Slash obsess over Tumblr.

Day 68: dangly bits

I'm guzzling down water as I type this. I haven't gone to the gym yet, and I haven't had enough water for the day so thats the reason.

Have you ever parted your hair a different way and then felt like a whole new person?
I did that today. It felt odd. And my hair wanted to go back the way it's always known, so dangly bits kept flying in all different directions trying to find its home. That almost rhymed.
I should just part my hair different ways everyday. Get it really confused. No. I probably shouldn't because i'd stress it out and then I'd get more grey hair.

I'm tired, but I must go to the gym.

Gotta get myself motivated to work on my homework later...

Hope that happens.

Day 67: Decided.

I've decided.

I'm not going to do summer school. I feel like I've just been so stressed with school and so paranoid and worried that if I do this or that or whatever I'm screwed in life. I want to be able to enjoy this time in my life and not worry so much about the small things. I took summer school last year, so I've been in school for awhile. I just think I need a little break. Then I'll be able to really focus on myself this summer. I want to lose this weight. I'm not kidding. Gym is going to become my boyfriend. All my attention is on "him."

Oh man, I'm so tired, but there so much to do today! Clean, vacuum, laundry, gym.

Day 65: Summer school or not?!

So, I've been debating if I want to take summer school or not. Apart of me wants to, to get it over with and graduate sooner, but apart of me is just so sick of school that I don't think I can handle another semester and be 100% focused. Which would probably equal bad grades, and I can't have that. The other part wants to go to work, save up and work on myself by working out a lot. Then after summer, I might miss school and be happy to go back.
 I don't know? What should I do?

Oh decisions, decisions.

Sidenote: I wish that the gym closed at 11 on sundays so I could go work out after work. After doing it for a while, it becomes an obsession.

Alright, gotta do the  dishes, take a shower and get ready for work.

Day 64: productive

I got a lot done today. Like most of my school work, cleaned the house, went to the gym. Pretty much that's it. I'm an exciting lady.

I guess I'm still in that whole kinda want to stay in my own little world phase, so there's really not a lot to write about.

Yup. That's it.

Day 63: I want to go away.

Right now all I want to do is get away. I'm so tired of school, I'm so tired of work, i'm so tired of people and their bullshit. I just want to go away into my own little world and just stay there forever.
I have trust issues and they seem to just keep getting worse and worse. I want to get away from it all. Can't I just have one day to forget all my problems?

Ugh I'm going to work out, and try to clear my head.

Day 62: News

Wow. Found out some shocking news today. Now I'm going to have even more trust issues. Thanks for deceiving me. Appreciate it.